Post by Elijah Booth on Oct 28, 2011 14:35:00 GMT -5
FUCK those people riding the merge lane until they cut in front of you like assholes. Y'know what lady, I fuckin' waited FOR FIVE GODDAMN MINUTES to crawl about 50 feet, and I'll BE DAMNED if I'm going to watch you just fly down the merge lane to get in front of me. FUCK THAT SHIT. Get behind my ass and wait your fuckin' turn to crawl through this traffic just like every other poor fuckin' soul.
AND PUT DOWN THAT GODDAMN EGG MCMUFFIN! YOUR FINGERS ARE SLIPPING ON THE STEERING WHEEL AND YOU'RE MAKING ME NERVOUS!
Post by Morado Ladera on Nov 9, 2011 10:08:00 GMT -5
You were only clipped a little bit? If someone clipped me in their car while I was walking--even just a little bit--I would've gone donkey kong on the car. That's just unacceptable. People are in such a friggin' rush to get anywhere and everywhere today that they're willing to speed up when KNOWINGLY approaching a pedestrian area, KNOWING that someone could just pop out onto the street for, oh, I don't know, TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE.
Mmm...didn't mean to turn into a rant, but that did feel good. BTW, Morado = Elijah...forgot I was still logged in as smartypants arrancar.
Personally I prefer being clipped over being killed by a car. Lol. Yes a little bit, I mean at least I wasn't hit full on. Doesn't feel right man. People cross the roads at the right spot for a reason. Fuck even today when I was crossing the road to get a home a car fecking sped up. ;-; (Probably going to have fear of cars if this keeps up.)
Just a short little rant, but I wanted this out there.
Are you guys seriously upset about the fact that Larissa joked about killing off my characters? Really? I wasn't even aware that she had joked about it; that, or I don't remember her joking about it. Either way, it wasn't important because I either didn't remember it, OR because she was JOKING. It's pretty fucking stupid to get angry and upset at her for joking. Oh boo-hoo, she's the head admin, she has to be all serious, stoic, and non-human all the time! GROW UP. No, no she doesn't. She's a person just like all of us. She's subject to emotions, mood swings, whims, and all of that. Which means she's capable of making a joke! Surprise surprise, even head admins like to have fun; who cares that she joked about killing my characters? Like I said before, it was a joke.
You don't take every single joke you hear seriously, right? No, you don't; why should her joke be any different? If you're upset at her because of that joke or because of me, don't be; I hate being the cause of drama between her and the others on this site. She isn't evil or anything like that either; she's a fairly nice person that if I ever met in real life, I'd get along well with. Besides that, she still has to learn how to RP fight anyway; how, exactly, were all of you people expecting her to kill me? With an auto-hit/auto-kill? Yeah, like she'd pull that. -.-
I'm so frustrated...I'm afraid that I feel so happy about coming back that I might not feel as happy again...
That and my neighbors dogs won't stop barking. Seriously. We are bringing to court again. We waived the fine last time as a show of neighborly hospitality and he responded by taking in his mother's dog because, in the words of his mother, "I can't handle the barking". And neglecting your animals isn't against the law so long as you feed them and water them and give them room to run around and bark. Even if its 3 am and that room happens to be a side-yard 3 feet from your neighbors house.
Post by Hiiro Takanishi on Nov 11, 2011 2:59:00 GMT -5
I hate that every time i see you i just want to scream in fustration and hide my face in shame.
I'm tired of being your lapdog. Answering to your beck and call with a simple whistle and a pat of your thigh. I'm not like the others. I don't want you, i have no intention of sinking to that level of superficiality. They may try to push me and press me into this shape that isn't me.
But do not expect me to sit there and listen to fake words, fake laughter, fake friendships when i am perfectly able to be around true people, true laughter, and true care that doesn't matter what we are wearing of how much money we have.
I'm so tired of it all. I'm so tired of seeing everyone finding there nitch, that perfect keyhole to their lock, and i'm left here not sure what to do. if the choices i've made were good, or if a choice i'm about to make will make me regret later like the other choices i've made.
i don't know what to do. I know what i did was right but now i'm worried it's to late, i can't repair what may have dissolved away.
even if i did, would it be the right choice?
(This is several rants by the way....all of relevant in my life at this point.)
But god do i miss you. it hits me in waves knowing your no longer in my life. 18 years. You've been the true thing in my life that kept my cold nights warm. You consoled me when i was sad, and made me laugh when i was angry. I wake up and think you'll be there, sleeping on my legs. your head resting on my foot and her arm slung over hugging my ankle slightly.
I'll wake up and realize your not there, And that nanji cries for you at night. I can hear him, see it in his eyes as he looks out the window like you'll come back.
I hate seeing him so hurt, searching for comfort and burying his face in my chest, wanting to be held for the first time in his life.
I miss you Akbar. I hope your happy, where ever it is you go when you die.
I'm tired of the two face people. 'Yeah I'll be your friend until now.' A bunch of fucking sneaks and rats. Honestly, I have trust issues and people like you only show clearly why they get worse. I am human and feel emotions and say erratic things. But I don't act on them and I'm disgusted that people here believe I would. I may not have gotten along with Ria for awhile, and yeah I entertained the idea of killing her characters. But those of you who think I'd honestly be serious over it revolt me. Don't give me the 'I'm so scared' bullshit. Or, 'you're the head admin.' If you have an issue with me personally, then PM me. But until then I don't trust a lot of you.
Post by Ria Bartin on Nov 11, 2011 17:29:00 GMT -5
Yes, another vent.
To all of you idiots who thinks it's funny to make someone's life miserable, it's not.
"Oh herp derp, we're just joking. Who cares that we pinched someone's side?"
You know who fucking cares? I DO. You might not have noticed it, but one time you did that, my arm banged against my damn desk, and you know what happened? My arm was completely numb; not a pleasant feeling, you jackasses. You would think that, being a senior, you'd lose some of your immature; for Pete's sake, you're going to be out in the real world next year! Do you really think that kind of shit is going to go over well?
"Uh yeah, boss. I pinched someone's sides and they fell down a lot of feet. Am I fired?"
That's what you're gonna be saying next year when you do the same exact thing at the Mill(suffice it to say, some of the walkways in that place can be very, very high up). If you keep up your stupid fucking antics, you're going to be trash all of your life; then again, I guess you don't really care about your future all that much. After all, haven't you ever noticed that the people who do the same thing and who laugh at it and find it funny are usually the other students who get D's and F's like you? No, no you probably haven't noticed that either; again, because you just plain don't fucking care.
In all honesty, I'm kind of disappointed with all people like this. They picked on me when I first came here, but that's to be expected; I was the new kid. It's obligatory. But now? After I've been in the same damn grade as them for 5 years? I'd expect at least a little respect, a little decency; I guess they can't even manage to do that much.
The idea that anyone here would threaten anyone else while asking them to leave makes me so mad I almost want to quit the site. Is that what we've become? Forum based RPGs are a VERY niche community as it is. Breaking up the community like this with childish, immature and, frankly, sickeningly cowardly acts of terrorism using anonymous threats on an active and beneficial member of our community is gross. Grow up. Grow some balls. Get a spine. And if your going to point your fingers at an active and helpful member of our community for something they did you better be prepared to do so to everyone who did the same thing as them.
EDIT: And whether or not they were my friends or enemies I'd feel the same. I'm not going to stay quiet while anyone on our site is harassed or abused. >_<
Post by Hiiro Takanishi on Nov 14, 2011 23:49:00 GMT -5
It's like sending an angry E-mail but not sending it to the person. It's kinda stress reliving to vent all your personal troubles that seem small, or stupid if you voice them out loud. But they still bother you sometimes.
Here you can bitch and rage and vent to your hearts content and that's fine because it's what it's hear for. It's a place where people don't judge you for exaggerating and ranting about the things that bother you in your life.